HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
New year, new start right? Yes.
And yes, results releasing in two- three days. Holy Shizz I don’t think I’ll be able to get less than 15. Mama stress
Im gna give myself less than 20 perhaps? Really.. All the deities are telling me nothing good.. First it’s a down lot then it’s a bad number 42..
Followed by right upper eyelid twitch..
Really? This year is not a good year for me? I don’t think it should be! Yea should be!!
Sidetrack.. Perhaps I’m being a nice person for way tooooo longgg.. I can’t lie anymore.. I mean even if I were to, the guilt will be there for… Hours? Or is just the scaredy cat within me? WHICH JASMINE IS THIS!??!
And yes, I really think I should stop all the confession thing.. Not bgr FYI…
Like yes, the more I think of it the more childish I think I am.. Yea, you should… Either stay or leave. No in betweens. Too sick of the in betweens feeling.
Lastly, YOU!
Y ARE YOU STILL SO SMALL KID AFTER SO LONG? Sighh For just once, I want to hear something good about you. Something that will make me go “&$(:-:$&@ all over again. HAVE FAITH, remember? 
ME, STOP WORRYING FOR RESULTS! WHAT DONE IS DONE, it cannot be undone. Whatever future I belongs to, it was all set. You’re just playing the game, acting the role. Nothing else. Worse come to worse, private or ite. ONLY AT ITS WORSE!
NIGHTS ALL
