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HAPPY CNYYYYYY!! IM GNA KO NOW.

This year, I’m gna make changes………

To myself.

BYE!!

Consequences after being tied down

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Finally I found the exact moment, the exact time.

Yes o’s results is out… Was out.. I didn’t get less than 15 I didn’t get more than 20. I’m not gna reveal here. It wasn’t that bad as I thought it would be. Straight b’s and a few c’s. Good huh? Better than my school report book. HAHA what I’m upset of is my chemistry. The best science sub is my worse subject reflected. Fuck man. Don’t know how to face mdm tan. Secondly is humans.. I thought A is not far away.. But in fact it actually is. Damn. Then again.. Be contented with what I have

NEW YEAR RESOLUTION 2012!! here goes..

1) lose weight
2) be positive
3) go overseas with friends
4) get a job in zoo
5) get a laptop
6) sell/ give away my clothes
7) get on friend’s bike
8) YOUR house visit
9) pri sch/ sec sch/ kindergarten Gathering
10) more cheap deals

Well maybe this is to be continued kind but I hope it doesn’t… This list… Sounds like a dare -.- I’m daring myself… Aha!

Anyway has anyone who is reading my wordpress ever wonder who will still be here for you besides your family or your Boyf/girlf ? To cut the list narrower: friends.
Ever since I started working, i seldom get the chance to play with them or even roam the streets. Once in a while for dinner, yes. Plus I don’t work on weekends.

I’m starting to be afraid of losing them. Afraid that there will be awkwardness between us. Afraid that sooner or later we will have zero topics to talk about. I can sense it already. Because all I ever talked about is about my work. My work and still my work! Hahaha FML. I’m too tied down by my work. -.- but it’s okay contract is gna end soon..

I don’t Wna commit anymore. I don’t like getting tied down. FOR WORK I MEAN. HAHAHAHA Toodles and
HAPPY CNY!

No regrets

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HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

New year, new start right? Yes.

And yes, results releasing in two- three days. Holy Shizz I don’t think I’ll be able to get less than 15. Mama stress
Im gna give myself less than 20 perhaps? Really.. All the deities are telling me nothing good.. First it’s a down lot then it’s a bad number 42..
Followed by right upper eyelid twitch..
Really? This year is not a good year for me? I don’t think it should be! Yea should be!!

Sidetrack.. Perhaps I’m being a nice person for way tooooo longgg.. I can’t lie anymore.. I mean even if I were to, the guilt will be there for… Hours? Or is just the scaredy cat within me? WHICH JASMINE IS THIS!??!

And yes, I really think I should stop all the confession thing.. Not bgr FYI…
Like yes, the more I think of it the more childish I think I am.. Yea, you should… Either stay or leave. No in betweens. Too sick of the in betweens feeling.

Lastly, YOU!
Y ARE YOU STILL SO SMALL KID AFTER SO LONG? Sighh For just once, I want to hear something good about you. Something that will make me go “&$(:-:$&@ all over again. HAVE FAITH, remember? :)

ME, STOP WORRYING FOR RESULTS! WHAT DONE IS DONE, it cannot be undone. Whatever future I belongs to, it was all set. You’re just playing the game, acting the role. Nothing else. Worse come to worse, private or ite. ONLY AT ITS WORSE!

NIGHTS ALL :)

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